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Motivation. What is this word mean? How can i find it? I gonna find it back….. i know it is within me, just that i can’t dig it out.

Is study need motivation? I’d graduated from my Advanced Diploma and will further my study in United Kingdom for the top-up summer degree program. Well, i guess i should be happy about it but i found out that is not true. Feel lost. What has happen to me?

How about after i finished my study? I need to find a job to feed myself and my parent as well as siblings to support. Arghh… can’t i motivated myself without stress or burden? What kind of job should i get? So many unanswered questions waiting to be answered.

Can i get someone to motivate me? Is there anyone wish to help me? Haih….. this is me, a guy’s that never know what is the purpose of life. Why must we populated the world when the world are not able to sustained our mankind growth? What is the duty of the mankind to the earth? Is there really God? I’m still believe in you, my Lord. I’m still asking for your help when i’m in trouble and chant your Name when i’m in joy.

Huh……. i think i’m getting better now.

Tomorrow is the sweet day for all the couples but not for all the singles, including me. Hey, all the singles out there, any plan? Well, i guess i will buy a few packets of instant noodles and a few packets of potato chips for my "Hibernation Day". Then lock myself inside my house. Cool. Valentine’s Day for those couples equals to Hibernation Day for me. Haha…. All the streets will fill up with couples walking, hugging, kissing (forbidden in Malaysia?) and etc. Don’t dare to go out along. Haha…. Feel envious of them.

Didn’t expect to write this thing after taking a break of updating my blog since last September. Well, i’m holidaying now. Enjoying my sucks life for now. Hope to meet all my friends in Sitiawan this coming Chinese New Year.

Until i have more things to write, take care to all of you. Also not to forget to wish you all Happy Valentine’s Day and also Happy Chinese New Year.

Haih….

Exam is over but i don’t feel happy or excited at all. My life seems very sucks. My semester break started but i don’t feel any meaning of it. Have to gearing up to complete my Final Year Project. I have no confident on it.

Please help me GOD!!

What should i do? Fail it? Of course i don’t want. I want to graduate……… I’ve been studying for many years from a small child until now. It’s enough for me. Don’t feel want to study anymore. I’m only wish to go to UK for my Degree and then come out of study world and enter into working world.

Working world? Blek!! No way!! but no choice. No work no $$. No $$ no girl. No girl no better shave my head to become MONK. The girls are materialistic now a days and very demanding. This is the cycle of life. No one can escape from it. So, what can i do? Just accept it as a part of my life lo. Freak!

Never feel joy now a days due to many reasons. Where can i seek joy and happiness? No other way except through GOD. Well, i hope my empty life will be filled up soon.

Sienz….

Well before i start my training, i’m thinking what kind of life will i encounter or i will face. My brain keep on thinking and thinking, but finally its stop. We will never know what is going to happen in the future.

It’s true. I find that my training isn’t hard at all compare to my friends who also going for the training. But i felt boring when the time past day by day. Until i felt want to quit the training at 1 stage. Fortunately, i manage to complete my training as scheduled.

At the last day, i should be happy because i finally can leave the training day but that was not my feeling. I felt empty because i have to leave many things that have become a part in my life. I felt touched when my trainers give us a warm farewell by treating us lunch and dinner. The most important thing is my life routine is going to change again. Many things had happened during the training day and i will hardly forget it.

Haih, that’s the feeling i experienced. Sorrow instead of happy, empty instead of content and much for…….. but it’s time to move on because i still have a long journey to walk through. Forget the past because it might delay your journey and concentrate to the future.

I’m a lazy guy and like day dreaming. Anyway, i will take sometime to write at least "rubbish" here. Nothing much too write because my brain is not working well due to lack of rest ~~hmm….. maybe.

I’m still thinking to make my blog attractive (not content, sorry). Any idea, my friends. Give me some guides. Argh…..don’t feel want to write somemore. That’s all for today, till then……

To those who don’t know what am i currently doing, i would like to tell that currently i’ve been attached to a company in Low Yat Plaza for my Industrial Training for 3 months. At first, i feel very excited and nervous but those feeling seems to be faded. I also discovered that working life is actually very boring compare to study life.

But what can i do? Just go for work and waiting for time to go back and hope that the next day don’t come to fast. Don’t feel want to work at all. Quite regret to go for the training although it is a compulsory ~~sigh

Opps, i better don’t write so much about it. If my trainer happens to find out this, ………………