No Motivation
Motivation. What is this word mean? How can i find it? I gonna find it back….. i know it is within me, just that i can’t dig it out.
Is study need motivation? I’d graduated from my Advanced Diploma and will further my study in United Kingdom for the top-up summer degree program. Well, i guess i should be happy about it but i found out that is not true. Feel lost. What has happen to me?
How about after i finished my study? I need to find a job to feed myself and my parent as well as siblings to support. Arghh… can’t i motivated myself without stress or burden? What kind of job should i get? So many unanswered questions waiting to be answered.
Can i get someone to motivate me? Is there anyone wish to help me? Haih….. this is me, a guy’s that never know what is the purpose of life. Why must we populated the world when the world are not able to sustained our mankind growth? What is the duty of the mankind to the earth? Is there really God? I’m still believe in you, my Lord. I’m still asking for your help when i’m in trouble and chant your Name when i’m in joy.
Huh……. i think i’m getting better now.
